Thursday, 1 July 2010

I dream the dream

I dream a lot. Good things, bad things, all and sundries.

Often its scary, anxious and frightening when you only wake up to feel yourself sweating and your heart racing. Equally impactful are the nicest of the nicest dreams that you wish were a reality. These nice dreams pound your heart so much that you didnt want the dream to have ended.

But it puzzles why some of these nicest dreams are not lucid dreams (you being aware during the dream that you are dreaming). For if you can only lucidly dream about these nice things, then you can regulate yourself and even live the life you want.

Being able to marry your lovely girl friend, love your family, children and lead a happy life. Huh - appears to me as fulfilment.

Often your aspirations and life's expectations turn up as dreams. Precursors of what could come and what you are hoping happens. But extending the dream versus analysing the rationale is much like either having the cherry on top of the cake or the cake without the cherry. Either way, you end up losing one or the other. When you live the moment you don't dream it, and when you dream it, it means you dont live the moment (atleast yet).

Today I had a continuity in dreams, not that its a rarity. But since most find it difficult to connect dreams or even remember dreams, it is often a luxury to have continued dreams. My dream, simply in pursuit of something that has been very distant... and right when you progress you wake up due to worldly distractions. You come to terms with reality. You miss the dream. You realise your pursuit isn't complete yet. Your dream gave you a short cut view to the ultimate. And you want it at all costs. For that's where your life's most intense passion remains.

Where there's life there's hope - where there's hope, there'll be love.
Very soon, I want them all in reality.

Today, I just clicked the 'Like' on this dream not wanting to analyse any further beyond where it stopped.

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